I'M NOT ASHAMED (Blu-ray + DVD + Digital HD)
Release Date: January 24, 2016
Studio: Universal Studios Home Entertainment
Video: 1.85:1 1080p Widescreen
Audio: English DTS-HD Master Audio 5.1, English DVS 2.0
THE RATINGS
The Movie Itself - ★ ★ ★ ★ ½
Video Quality - ★ ★ ★ ½ ✰
Audio Quality - ★ ★ ★ ★ ✰
Special Features - ★ ★ ✰ ✰ ✰
Overall - ★ ★ ★ ½ ✰
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THE FILM ITSELF Our Reviewer's Take
She believed.
She believed.
Reviewed by Gavin King
The world is a dangerous place. There's no denying that. Every day, we face loads of struggles, imperfections, and challenges that life slaps in our faces, sometimes even impairing us from enjoying everyday habits and activities, such as talking at the dinner table, hanging out with a friend, or even simple tasks like getting into bed. As much as we would like to believe it, the world is not perfect, and it seems like, for some people, every day is another struggle through life's pavement of negativity along the way. We all want to be completely happy, carefree, joyous human beings. We all wish to be consistently positive, never pessimistic, and live each day like it's our last, by embracing every little touch that one goes through with their everyday lives. But that's just not the case for many people. Sadly, too many children and teens and even adults are victims of bullying, harassment, and even death threats. But stop and think about this for a moment. What if we could simply throw all of our emotional downfalls into the trash? What if there was a way we could take all of our struggles and simply leave ourselves in the comfort of a caring, devoted guidance? What if, with God in our thoughts, He could give us faith, belief, confidence, and love through these bumps in the road? What if God could be the one who would give us strength through these tough times and be the one to look up to when things get rough? I'm Not Ashamed is the fantastic film about Rachel Joy Scott, the girl who was unfortunately killed first in this tragic Columbine High School shooting. It's not an easy film and will likely take some time to sit well with certain viewers in the first place, but once it sits through, it's a film that won't soon be forgotten and a powerful story of how God can influence, help, and strengthen us when life situations get difficult, uneasy, and burdensome.
It should have been a normal school day for Rachel and her friends...
Rachel Joy Scott (Masey McLain) isn't living the best life. Her parents had a divorce and she's raised in a somewhat strict household. But the light that comes out is the family's worshipping of God. She wants to make a difference. She wants to walk down the hallways and sit in the cafeteria of Columbine High School, being noticed out of the cacophony of teens bustling down the school. But she's struggling. One day, Rachel is assigned a mentor in her Drama class named Alex (Cameron McKendry). She's instantly in love with him, knowing that he's the exact person she wants to be in the school. The two fit a spot in the school play and bond with each other while reciting their roles and just plain having fun. In the midst of all this, Rachel goes to the local youth group every night. She meets a boy there named Nate (Ben Davies), who's skeptical of Rachel at first but after a few talks gets to better know the girl and sees her true colors. But aside from Rachel getting to know a few guys, her faith is her biggest issue. None of her friends, including her new "guy" friends, know that's she's a Christian, and she wants to keep her devoted life to God while in the hubbub of keeping with her friendships and relationships. But little does Rachel know that her and the students of Columbine's lives are soon to be at stake when two rebel teenagers, Eric (David Errigo, Jr.) and Dylan (Cory Chapman) have plans of their own to doom Carinholm and its members.
I'm Not Ashamed seems like, in many ways, your average Christian film. It's got messages of God, faith, and other Christian morals. But the emotional impact of it all is what makes it stand out from the pack. The shooting of Carinholm high school is no laughing matter, and the way the film handles the seriousness of the subject is surprisingly exceptional. Amid all of the partying her and her friends (mostly her friends) partake in, Rachel is a relatable character. She wants to find her worth in the world. As she walks down the school hallways, she questions her purpose in the school and how she can find a way to be noticed and not just some invisible, wordless ghost dawdling down the hallway. It's what makes her such a remarkable character, and easily one of the film's biggest highlights. She's so fleshed out in her faith and Christian beliefs that it's a shame few other film's get this standout character development. Even as the film's minor characters, such as Rachel's close friends, don't immediately pounce out of the screen, Rachel is likable, sympathetic, and caring, and easily one of the film's strongest assets.
Busy doing classwork.
Even as Rachel's character powers the film, one cannot walk out of the film in speechless shock of the film's events. The film's final act leading up to the shooting is so tense and nerve-wracking that even the most stalwart of viewers will likely get crazily anxious. Performances are generally quite good. While there's a few that could be a little stronger in terms of character realization - particularly Rachel's friends - there's no denying that Masey McLain is powerful as Rachel Joy Scott. She gives an outstanding performance not just in an emotional sense but also in the way she portrays the film's faith-based values and Christian messages in a sincere and positive manner. Cameron McKendry shines as well as Alex, the boy Rachel meets when the two are assigned for a Tutoring project in their Drama class. The two have a very enjoyable chemistry, as does Ben Davies as Nate in the scenes with him and Rachel in their youth group.
At first, I'm Not Ashamed's Christian focus throughout the film may offset some viewers looking for a more traditional, less-faith-based drama, but the Christian addition to the film is more than welcome for those ready for it. The importance of faith plays a very big role in the movie, amid all of the high school drama with boys and gossip. There's some important, vital messages about trust, acceptance, and appreciating one for who they really are inside. Like I mentioned earlier, Rachel wants to find her place in the Columbine High School. She doesn't want to be this hidden outcast where no one cares about her. That's kind of her mission in the movie. She wants to be cared. She wants someone to love her not just for her looks, but for her personality; her true thoughts and feeling of who she truly is. What a truly exceptional message. It's a message that schoolchildren of every age and grade should absorb and a film for all ages that can handle the intense, unsettling nature of the final act/buildup of the film.
I'M NOT ASHAMED Blu-ray - Video Quality
I'm Not Ashamed's 1080p, 1.78:1-framed image sometimes looks great, sometimes less-than-stellar. The image sees a handful of shots that feature some significant noise, especially (and understandably) in darker scenes. It's not irritating to the point of a mental breakdown, but in the scenes where it's most prominent (most notably in outdoor nighttime shots or indoor locations with little to no lighting), it does become a bit bothersome and very noticable. Crush is also lightly evident in these darker bits, but not as prominent as the noise. There's a few hazy/smooth shots that prevent the image from being as sharp as it can be, but on the whole details such as the typical facial odds and ends as well as clothing and nooks and crannies around Rachel's school are satisfying enough when they're not dimmed in darker locations. Colors are generally fine. Green trees, Rachel's pink lipstick, the light Purple in Celine's hair, and the blues of a high school stage show as well as other intricacies showcase good punch and fine accuracy. Very mild aliasing is mildly evident on the film's text, but surprisingly banding isn't in sight here. This image is good enough, but far from extraordinary, so don't get your hopes up too high.
I'M NOT ASHAMED Blu-ray - Audio Quality
I'm Not Ashamed really isn't a big showcase for Hollywood blockbuster sound design, and the film's DTS-HD Master Audio 5.1 lossless soundtrack follows suit. However, this is not a ho-hum track; there are a few surprises thrown in to spruce up the less-than-bombastic sound atmosphere. At the beginning of the film, we see the bullies throwing a "nerd" against a door, and there's good enough surround activity and bass to satisfy and accompany the onscreen action. A few musical notes and numbers lightly spread across the surrounds, even as the film tends to be a tad more front-dominant with its musical content. There's good attention paid to ambient environmental effects across the stage, whether school hall clamor and chatter, outdoorsy noises, or a few party noises. Dialogue is clear and consistent across the center channel; it's always sharp and never too buried in the mix of elements. I'm Not Ashamed isn't a film that depends upon seriously booming sound editing, but the film handles its limited soundscape quite well.
I'M NOT ASHAMED Blu-ray - Special Features
- Deleted Scene - Rachel Gets Ready for School
- Deleted Scene - Trench Coats
- Deleted Scene - Nathan and Rachel Window
- Not Ashamed Music Video As featured in the film's end credits.
- Mark Pettit Interview Pettit is interviewed about the film itself, his favorite part of it, and a few other subjects.
- Social Media Sadie Robertson talks very briefly about the film's important Christian themes and how she can relate to them.
- Sadie Talking INA Robertson is, again, interviewed about the film and its vital themes.
- Bella Talking INA Bella Robertson is now interviewed about the film.
- Rachel's Last Words Rachel's final letter is recounted as is her unfortunate death.
- Rachel's Personal Items (Mom Into Drowning) Rachel's mother shares us a few of Rachel's keepsakes.
I'M NOT ASHAMED Blu-ray - Overall Recommendation
I'm Not Ashamed may not be everyone's idea of a good time at the movies, but it's a wonderful film for those who decide to brave the film and fully grasp it. The film deals with a very sensitive subject whilst touching on important Christian themes without reverting to sappy melodramatic territory, something of a rarity in today's tearjerker category of cinema. Performances are solid and emotional depth is phenomenal, likely to make even the most stalwart of viewers shaken in the film's excellent portrayal of the terrifying real life events. Universal's Blu-ray isn't the sharpest on the block, but generally it gets the job done. Video quality is fine, if problematic at times. Audio mix doesn't ask for much, but presents fairly well with its limited source material. Supplements could be a bit more depth-appreciative, but what we have here is okay. Recommended.